#03 ohnovember | 21st CD Debut Anniversary | Arashi Day!!!!!

[justfever]

Hope it's still count as November the 3rd (it's 22.54 here).
Even with constant arashi's company from 10 in the morning to 8 in the night, I seems to never get enough. The whole experience has been very wonderful to say the least (occasional glitch is to be expected), it's so good it's never enough. Too good to ever end, even.
Then again, maybe it's just me. The quiet journey going home (watched it with a small group of friends in a friend's house) was spent contemplating and longing with the company of tonight's very beautiful moon hung above on the sky. Today has been quite bright (thus the rather hot weather), in contrast to yesterday's and the day before's drizzles and rains. While there's still delight and excitement from the concert (and the whole arashi-kai in betweens), I can't help to feel a dull ache in a small (I'd like to believe it was) part of the heart. There's a sense of something ending, while we all know, of course, that an end also marks another new beginning. There's also something similar to lost but not exactly that. It's more like... The sadness of separation? It feels almost like a thin blanket surrounding my heart. And I hate to feel that way. Because it's definitely not goodbye. It's a see you again, a soon one I hope. Even so, I'd like to revel in this feeling even if it's just for the proof that I 'can' 'feel' 'it'.
What's left from the excitement is the nostalgic and famiiar feeling that send me to hum turning up through the journey home. The sight of the  beautiful moon did that to me. I hope the driver didn't notice what I did tho. Did I ever mentioned that journey home is always a sentimental thing for me...? Don't know what exactly did that.
So here I am sitting on my bed after a day full of arashi and still I'm longing and playing dangan liner inside my head (the song makes its own way for sure). Over and over.
Arashi has many achievements, some I'm proud of, some more I couldn't care less. If anything, I know for sure arashi is beloved. I know that about myself and hey, it's more than enough. After all, it's the arashi who put a hand on my shoulder and walk beside me through their songs and other works for more than a decade I've known them. I am so so lucky and I am grateful.

(done in 23.24).